of being with my husband, I officially asked him to leave last night. Things haven't been going well for the last 6 or 7 years and I have finally gotten too tired to fight it anymore. This is all on my side really; he had "no idea" it was coming though how he couldn't I don't know.
My girls are 15 & 17 so they're old enough to understand and sadly were part of my decision to end it.
I'm hoping for an amicable split and when I went to bed last night, I thought it would happen. But, so far today it's not looking that way.
While I'm not devastated over this, I am sad. I was the last one out of my siblings to still be married to my first spouse and to have been with him for 20 years.
I'll have to relocate my business to a more affordable and smaller location and continue to work my tooshie off to make ends meet and to get caught up but I know I can do it.
Sorry to dump all this on you guys; just one of the few locations I can go to "talk" and who won't judge me for being a horrible person to do this during the holiday season or doing this period. I CAN'T WAIT to see what will be said of me by his mom after this...
My girls are 15 & 17 so they're old enough to understand and sadly were part of my decision to end it.
I'm hoping for an amicable split and when I went to bed last night, I thought it would happen. But, so far today it's not looking that way.
While I'm not devastated over this, I am sad. I was the last one out of my siblings to still be married to my first spouse and to have been with him for 20 years.
I'll have to relocate my business to a more affordable and smaller location and continue to work my tooshie off to make ends meet and to get caught up but I know I can do it.
Sorry to dump all this on you guys; just one of the few locations I can go to "talk" and who won't judge me for being a horrible person to do this during the holiday season or doing this period. I CAN'T WAIT to see what will be said of me by his mom after this...
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