My dad starts his meds today for the myeloma. Please say a prayer that he will be able to tolerate the side effects of the drugs and that in the end it will be successful. I had a complete meltdown last night while listening to music. I bought a new cd that has Pachabel's Canon in D major. I love that piece. And I was humming to it, thinking oh, this is the part I walked down the aisle to with my dad- I used the entire piece as the processional music for my bridesmaids and myself-
And then I just lost it. I saw him last weekend and I don't think I will have him this time next year. I hope so, but he looked sooo sick. His mind is so confused from all the drugs he is already taking. He could barely walk and is in soo much pain. It hurt to see him suffer.
And then I just lost it. I saw him last weekend and I don't think I will have him this time next year. I hope so, but he looked sooo sick. His mind is so confused from all the drugs he is already taking. He could barely walk and is in soo much pain. It hurt to see him suffer.
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